Who Is God When Life Stinks?

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I love the psalms. Many are written by David as his honest, transparent expressions of frustrations and fears. However, every time David writes, he concludes with some characteristic of God which overwhelms him and keeps him trusting, even in the hard times.

Many of our friends have asked us to write the story of God’s work in our lives this past year. Like David, we have desired to be frank about the fears and struggles in our recent life and death situations. It has been our privilege to experience severe hardship, because as we became desperate for God in a minute to minute way, we had to rely completely on who HE is.

God gave to us wonderful, competent medical staff (most of them, at least!) We are so very grateful for their wisdom and compassion. God amazed us with the generosity of many friends and family who found incredible ways to encourage us and meet our needs. We thank every one of you!

However, our passion in telling our story is for you to know about the One who is greater than all these. We want simply to encourage the reader who is facing difficulty (and we all do) to lift up your chin and LOOK! Our prayer is that you will look to GOD as your hope, your strength, your companion. Even when there are no explanations and all is crashing down around you, HE remains your shield and He will never leave or forsake you.

Daily God directed us to look at His person and asked us to depend on his character. We pray that you will be challenged to do the same. Each chapter presents a scripture that reveals truth about God, and those truths were and still are our foundation for life.

We are in love with each other more deeply than ever before. And our love relationship with God has become so critical to our daily lives, that we never want to go back to what we thought was “great” before.

Please pray that God will draw you to himself, as you to become desperate to lean on who HE is, despite the difficulties of life.

Psalm 3

1 O LORD, how many are my foes!
   How many rise up against me!
2 Many are saying of me,
   "God will not deliver him."
3 But you are a shield around me,
   O LORD;
   you bestow glory on me you lift
   up my head!

Section 1 - The Crises Begin
                  (Yes, that's plural)

  1. Valentine's Day
  2. Who's in Charge?
  3. "God is Good"
  4. Claustrophobia
  5. A Walk on the Beach
  6. When I Don't Like ...
  7. More Blessed to Give
  8. Less Stress?
  9. From Bad to Worse
 10. Fervent Prayer!
 11. Afraid!
 12. Whose Face?
 13. S-U-C-
 14. HOP ON POP!
 15. Big, Strong Men
 16. We belong to YOU!
 17. Dying
 18. I Think I should be ...
 19. When Love Fills the .. 20. News Comes ... Slowly
 21. The Miracle of LIFE!

Section 2 - So Many Complications

 22. Look! Here Come ...
 23. So Much Blood!
 24. Eeeek! It's a Mouse!
 25. Ditsy Nurse
 26. Extra Large
 27. Butt-Pushers
 28. Too Much Excitement
 29. Meanwhile, Back at ...
 30. My Amazing Sisters
 31. Horrific News
 32. Heart-breaking and ...
 33. Weeping that will ...
 34. Hope and Faith 35. Changes Abound 36. The "Old Folks' Home" 37. A New Start 38. I Will Praise You in ... 39. Autumn and the OWLS 40. Our Thanksgiving Wish 41. A Smashing Adventure 42. Time to Ask for Help 43. Did - Did Not - Did - 44. In the Air there's a ... 45. Bleeding to Death 46. Going Home 47. Happy New Year


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